Saturday, November 14, 2009

Seeing Red

I have never been so happy to see my period in my life. I was so afraid that the progesterone wouldn't work, like last time. But AF arrived yesterday.

So now we start the Clomid and wait.

I have been in the dumps for a few days. Part of this was due to me preparing myself for another postponed cycle, and the other part was running out of my anti-depressants and not having them for 4 days. I hate being so dependent on these. I literally cannot function without them. I can hardly function with them. It's very frustrating.

I have been depressed before, as I've posted about- but somehow this time has been so much worse.

I'm just rambling now. I'm going to head to class and then get ready for my girls night out. I desperately need this. We are doing dinner and a chick flick. I am ridiculously excited. I need some estrogen ;)

6 comments:

  1. I am so glad that you got AF! That's great news! I hope this cycle goes really well!

    I am on the progesterone right now, and I am always terrified that it won't work (even though it always has).

    Have a great Girls Night Out.

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  2. I'm glad AF came and you can start clomid now! Enjoy your girls night out...sounds like a blast!

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  3. I'm glad she showed up! I hope the clomid treats you well.

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  4. Its amazing how excited we can be in some cases for AF. Here's hoping to a cycle with a positive outcome.

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  5. Glad AF came and you can get started on a new cycle. Have a good night out with the girls!

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  6. I hear ya on the antidepressants. I only take a very small dose everyday but I find that if I don't take it, I am MISERABLE. It's amazing what those little pills can do!
    Good luck your Clomid cycle!

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