and a bit ashamed the last couple days.
On Wednesday I was dumb and took a PG test. I KNEW I wasn't PG. But my boobs were hurting and since I never actually TOOK one last cycle, the wild crazy theories were going through my head and I needed to silence them.
And this is what I saw.
For those who aren't as crazy as me... I saw a VERY (I can't say VERY enough) slight line.
Now, I knew that at that point FF said I was only 5DPO, but I missed a day in there, and it's possible that I Oed a few days earlier.
After obsessing with my friend Shannon, (the ONLY person I told because she has been in the trenches and understood my neuroses) I picked up some digital tests to take the next morning.
Thursday morning (at 5 am before DH went to work) the digital was negative. I then obsessed some more and picked up some pink dye FRER tests. BFN
And again this morning, because again- I'm crazy- BFN.
So I have decided that it was a fluke... and I hate it.
FYI- this pic was taken about 3 minutes after I took the test. So NOT an evap line.
So yeah.... you wouldn't want to be in my head right now. It's not a good place to be.